You have been weighed.You have been mesured.

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02:44 pm

mua ha I'm loved by those who love me! yeah like I wouldn't be loved by those who love me or something. yeah don't ask. I'm totally hipper right now. I just got back from a bud bugs game. yeah we lost but I had a blast. I went with josh and I made him do all the crazy stuff with me. you know like the chicken dance and um the YMCA song oh and every time we scored, I made him dance. ha ha . people started to get a little scared.but I yelled at the players the ref and any other random person why I felt like yelling at. oh and josh poured powdered sugar on himself. I was like black guy gone white. yeah it was nice.

And this whole " Waa my life sucks" is getting better. I mean hay, if Jerry wants to go out with someone who looks like a man, well so be it. though that doesn't make it any easier. . . IM leaving in a few couple of weeks . I guess the distance will really tell. you know. ha that reminds me of that one episode of full house. where DJ convinces Stef to move to her own room by telling her the farther apart we are the closer together we are. or something to that sort. yeah good ole full house. . .

well there is no church tomorrow night so I get to spend another night alone. not like I spent all of tonight alone. Ok so I wasn't alone tonight. but it listen just the night that I'm alone in. blah. I'm alone all day. . I think I'm going to go walking tomorrow. if my dad leaves the cal phone at home again I'm going to walk down to shed , down shed, and up airline.that night be nice. get the blood pumping but hopefully not having another cardiac episode. those aren't to fun. kinda scary actually. . . ok enough of that. going to go now reading another one of my ** porn** novels. so graciously named be my fourth hour class. well really just Ryan,Rrice Paddy (tang) and Jacobe.ok so off to my book. oh and all you pathetic people reading about my life, leave a comment. he he he

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Time:	05:44 pm
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ok so just finished watching a movie. what movie you may ask? well dose it really matter? . ? well looks like another night that I don't sleep. it seems like insomnia rubs off. yeah ha ha I know.but this is what day five and I have slept a grand total of five and a half hours. ooh ahh.how exciting one says. how boring says another. alas, that has become my life. well at least I'm not as bad as some people who just sit around all day eating cheese-puffs. No I'm not, I'm a notch higher then that. though cheese puffs wouldn't be to bad right now . .

oh and for information's sake. we had a scare tonight. I don't know really how to put it. for once I don't know the long scientific name for what happened. yes a shocker. but not as much of a shocker as me having heart attack. seriously. they think I had a "mild cardiac malfunction" whatever that is supposed to mean. my doctor lectured me eon how I should take care of myself. ha . why should I take care of my self if be the great I'm going I'm going to be dead by the time I'm 20. ok maybe not, but I just don't see a point. But for everyone worried about it yes I guess ill try to take better of myself. I don't want you stressing out and having a heart attack too. yeah yeah I'm just full of jokes today. . . .

you want to know something. I have had a total of one person call me over this whole holiday. do you know how pathetic that is? well I guess I'm going to turn out like that lonely girl in the move "what women want". you know the one who no one noticed. ha id be lucky to have a job. well maybe it wont be that bad, you know a girl can always dream.

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